Sunday, 17 October 2010

Been doing some thinking

Had a good sleep last night and when I woke I knew that Treyc needed to be ridden. She is one tough old girl and a sweaty wreck that was me emerged much to Emily's horror 45 minutes later. What I must have looked like to her I don't quite know but enough for her to say morning Dad, you are going for a shower aren't you!

I have been reflecting on the choices post I made earlier this week and I know I know I did the right thing. To allay fears for some and provide options for others is a good thing. Choices are not about this or that, yes or no, that is a dilemma. They should be about this, that or the other, even if the other is do nothing it is still a choice to make. I have been told that by doing what I did last a week ago Monday, I helped an individual rest easier safe in the knowledge that things could and should be different. A week ago on Wednesday, I both surprised and delighted another individual by telling them what I had been doing because it gave them choices and supported a decision, and thinking, that had been going on for the previous 2 weeks (maybe a little bit longer me thinks).

Today I am feeling a little peculiar. I have eaten but not a lot, my gut is telling me that I know I know the answer. My head and my heart are not quite in sync right now and I am holding on to the belief that the conviction that has been shared will continue to be but in a different way. Hey ho such is life. Views of others will, or have been, sought, counsel will be provided until such time that decisions are communicated. I had 24-48 hrs on Wednesday of last week, that has now gone by so I know I now have til Tuesday this week, then it is up to me.

Just been to pick up 'Thor' again. Have some work still to do, with front rack and computer but bike and box now ready
Thor and transport box...umm last time took 3 hours between 2!


Thor
 This will be a different week for me. I may not be posting anything til next weekend, it depends on how things go. I hope you all have happy weeks, smile when things don't quite go the way they should or you don't quite get what you had hoped for. Believe in being happy and it shall be. Live in the present. I have not been and need to get back to doing so.

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