Sunday, 19 September 2010

I just know I now know

Yeah, ok post no. 2. There is a person new in my life that both I and others think is awesome. I dont quite know how I can be so blessed to have her as a friend but the timing is spookily coincidental as I go through the challenges of emotions and feelings over recent weeks. A phrase oft used to me is 'James, you know you know'. At first this was infuriating for me, know what? you know you know - doesnt make sense. But it is not the quick fire answer that will guide you to what you know you know. You need to think beyond the initial response and go for what is deeper inside.

I have added a word, to this phrase which is I know I 'now' know. The reason for this is because what sometimes you hope for, if you are less than true to yourself, you will be disappointed with when it fails to materialise.

I know now I know what is to be. It will take time, it will take courage, trust and love to guide us there. Izzy sent me a message this morning and in it was reference to 2 songs. The first is in this link only click here if you want to understand more The second I have found many mentions, and links to, but the video images on this version capture everything perfectly for us. I also know that many would prefer another version so happy listening music critics Mr Sayer. Lets just replay them and celebrate everything that is awesome in the world. My response to those who lack the belief that this is real I want to add this link as a way of saying this how I feel right here right now. Thinking of you angel

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